Argh!!!!!!!!!!!

Finalz =Depressed+TEnsion+StreSs+WorRieD+PaniC

Here's another one... how pathetic i am.. hehe..

当时的爱依然被时间打败,
奋不顾身的爱我无法找回来.
我原本也不相信,
曾经受过伤害,
就再也站不起来.
可能是我脆弱,
也可能这就是爱.
看回以前的画面,
心中许多感慨.
不知该高兴还是悲哀.
好想再次像以前一样去爱,
但始终怕再受到伤害.
可能是我懦弱,
也可能这就是爱.
我真的好想爱你,
好想无约束地爱你,
但过去始终不把我放开.
我无法站回起来,
我无法从新再爱.

Some old time writings in chinese..

Used to write a lot in chinese last time, lots of craps though...hehe.. Saw Jm's post n i tot it's not a bad idea to post some of my old writings here. Funny n kinda weird though, looking back at the things i wrote back then. Innocent toughts. Here u go..

当爱已不在,
一切都已找不回来,
我在你心中也变得如此丑怪.
但为何我还在不停地等待?
等待你回来,
等待你的爱,
等待着一些不可能的期待.
如何才能让你明白,
我只想给你我的爱?
如何才能让你明白,
我不曾把你伤害?
为何你会说出,
一些不该说的对白?
为何我的心,
你还是弄不明白?
为何到现在,
我还需要猜,
你是否曾经,
真的爱.

Finals closing in..

One week to finals,
I'm unprepared,
Unaware.

Screwed up my tests,
i wonder why.

This sem is a total disaster,
didn't hv proper rest,
neither did i study much.

Finals is always the hardest,
if i can't score in test,
wut more bout finals.

Down with 7 days,
i dun hv much options.

Study...

HELP!!!

I'm dying...I'm drowning...

Juz done my drama. Exhausted. But i can't rest yet. Tests coming..

Chem test tmr 8am.

After chem, still can't rest yet..

MM test the followig day at 9am.

N i haven even touched anything on mm yet!!

Exhausted!! Tired!!

But still hv to study!!

U think i'll manage to finish?? I dun think so...

Die la...

Feel like jumping off the top of UFO(chancellor hall) now..

Sigh....

Don't worry..

I can finish it in time.

I'll manage to finish it.

I will...

Or i hope so...

Enough..

Enough of all these craps..

Now...

Bak to study...

N pray...

Wish me luck!!