Bl@nk n his bl@nk post!!

Long time didnt update. lotsa things going on these few weeks. but it ain't that easy for me to put them all in words in a not long than 2k words post. So i rather don't blog about them now. N lately, i'm getting so lazy n reluctant to post bout anything. so, i apologise for the no-update-blog n this-meaningless-post just so that i'll feel better later. lol..

n not to forget, happy new year folks!! for ehsan-ers, appreciate this time we share together!! n for utpers, enjoy the remaining hols with your frens n love ones!! nitez everyone.

爱的点滴

忘记几时开始，
失去了思念，
麻木了感觉，
不再爱，
不再期待。

但不久之前，
遇见了你，
我找回了，
好久不见的情绪，
好久好久不见的自己。

那天起，
我开始烦恼，
你是否不在意，
还是在暗中留意，
你的不经意，
是逃避，
还是空城计。

开始怀念，
你的言语，
你的笑意，
你的无聊白痴，
你的天真梦幻。

你的一切，
不停地播映，
在我脑海里。
你的佳名，
不停地找寻，
在我手机。

烦恼与快乐，
把握在你。
而我，
慢慢迷失自己。

啊。。。
这种感觉，
遗失好久的感觉，
逐渐提醒自己，
爱，
的点点滴滴。。。

C-H-R-I-S-T-M-A-S

Four years ago, i had my 1st christmas.. Not many know that i was a buddhist before. Not many know that i can speak, read and write in mandarin too. People often give me the *surprise* look, when they find out bout these.

That year, i was in form 3, remember i followed Leslie to his church(Wesley Kepong Methodist Church), during the World Cup 2002 party. Couldn't remember which teams were playing that night, but it was the finals. The church bought a brand new TV n let us all watched from the TV before it was auctioned out right after the match. N i was there as one of the friends invited by church members. I wasn't a Christian yet.

Since form 1, i had been joining CF-Christian Fellowship. You know the kind of activities u have in school after friday's classes. I still remember both the name of the teachers who worked for the establishment of our school's CF which is still not approved in school till today. They are the ones who invited me to CF. They are the ones who opened my eyes to a new world. They are the ones who gave me the option to choose a new way of living life.

That week, we had a movie session, it was in the APD room where they played a video portraying the life of Jesus. How Jesus came into the world, how he healed many, preached and taught the disciples, how he was crucified and rose again on the third day. After that movie, one of the teachers asked us to bow our heads with our eyes shut. Then she asked for those who choose to believe in Him, to raise their hands. I raised mine. One week after that, i received my first bible which i still keep with me. N if u flip to the 1st page of the bible, u'll see two names on it--Mdm Chu Siew Mei, and Ms Goh Suzie. N i wanna thank you deep down from my heart. Thank you.

I started reading the bible, but not for long, and i didn't continue participating in CF after some time. Until form 3, i followed Leslie to church for a couple of times. Then there were some tragedy that happened to my family. N we told ourselves, now is the time. Me n my whole family got baptized that Christmas in church. Of course during the course of deciding to accept Christ into our lives was difficult and complicating. It took us about 4 months to actually say "I'm ready Lord!!" N many helped us during that period of time. N this i must give honor to Leslie and his family. A sincere appreciation for all that they have done for us. Thank you.

Now, i have been a Christian for 4 years.. In this 4 years time, i must admit, this period of time is the farthest i find myself from God. Been carrying the luke-warm attitude towards God for the pass 2 years.

But this Christmas, i want to start all over, i want to find that fire that was once burning deep within my heart. I want to run back to you God. N leave everything in your hands once again..

Updates

Its been a while since i last updated. Not that busy actually, but just reluctant to post. So here's a summary of what i did the previous days.

Last Friday, went to One U with sis. It's been half a year since i stepped into a theater i think. Caught a movie n shopped for the rest of the day. Then later that night, went to spicy n meet up with the after-stpmers. Couldn't believe that they actually forget to pick up MK. What a joke. Anyway, we went back and picked her up after discussing n arguing among ourselves for some time. (Pointing fingers and blaming each other for the mistake. Also, came up with methods n stories to cover up) Of cuz, in the end we didnt tell her the truth... NOPE!! I DIDN'T LIE!! I just didn't talk!!

N it all started from that night after mamak. They decided to bunk into another friend's house. Reason? Mahjong session!!! It's been quite some time since the last time i played. I think it's with them as well, during the previous Chinese new year. N again, I DIDN'T BET!! We were just playing for fun and killing time. Trust me, it's the best economical past time ever. lol.. Went home around 3 that night. Tiring day.

Next day, went to One U again with them. Window shopping mainly. Then at 2 plus, back to mahjong session!! sigh.. Addicted d.. Then mom had food poisoning since the previous night, didn't wanna c doc at 1st. However, we finally made her change her mind. So drove her to the clinic that night. Glad that it's nothing serious.

Den it's Sunday, church in the morning, nap from noon till evening.. dined and accompany sis to her uni to check her results. Lazy to elaborate, but she had a tragedy with her results, got D+ for one of her paper, which means that she have to resit for it next semester. Only found out this morning that the lecturer left out her paper unmarked. Remarked it and got that settled. So she got an A instead!!

N today, it's monday, basically spent the whole day at home online and tv.. Did nothing much the whole day. N woah.. it's 1.19 am.. which means monday is a past tense now..

It's TUESDAY..

Humanzee?

I've heard of Chimpanzee. But never once "Humanzee" till i turned on the TV today. On discovery channel.

There's this half chimpanzee half human creature called Oliver. He has got 47 chromosomes which is in between of human(46) and chimpanzee(48). Puzzled. Did God made a mistake?? Or the devil added one extra chromosome on it?

Or perhaps, as i've always said,

GOD is CREATIVE!!