On my way back..

Kiddish me..

If only i could stomp my feet and shout and cry..

but the truth remains..

i hv to go..

leaving tmr..

i'll be fine..

Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

It's 4am

It's funny how life twist and turn like a roller coaster which overlap itself again and again in many different directions. Funny how we sometimes run into someone else's trail and stay there for sometime longer than we thought. Or sometimes we try to force our way into other's ride, and ended up with bruises and cuts. Funny how sometimes we also prefer to just ride side by side brushing against each other and enjoy the short but sparkling moments despite the truth that we'll never cross each others trail riding parallel like this.

Amazingly, we loose our directions so often but we never once fail to find our way back.

We always thought that we are the one steering our ride, but many times we prefer to just lay back and ride on wherever the trail is bringing us to. Until we reach a barricade where we can no longer go forward yet too late to turn back, we'll start blaming the trail itself. We'll sulk and do nothing about it. We'll wait and wait and wait for rescue which is not going to happen.

Some people just stuck there for the rest of their life. Some lucky ones, might have an opportunity to reach the end of the ride. Yet, not every ending is happy and fulfilling. More often than not, it's merely a not so happy ending.

Nah, i dun even noe wut i'm crapping about.. Sorry for wasting your time reading my weird thoughts..

Back from Sarawak

Back home for good. Enjoyed my sarawak trip. But lazy to blog bout it now. For pics can view from my frenster profile. Hope to upload more this few days. Will c how.