Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Bout gin n ginger

Lan yao yeng-ing...

Act cute-ing~~ Wuu+blek~~






Friday, January 25, 2008

Back home again

So i'm home again. Not my home exactly, but still home.

Had nice nice yummy tong sui.. N bot ginger bread wifey n ginger bread husband.

lalala....

sleepy... lets sleep..

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Midnight rants

It's gonna be a long day coming in a couple of hours b4 monday when my new sem starts.

Have an Rcon meeting at 2pm later, last gathering for all 50 members before sem starts, gonna finish up the gamefield, clean the lab, n reschedule everything since the mechanical people are lagging behind in their work by a week or 2 now. Pressure, people!!

Finally did the 1st draft for this sem's timetable. should be better compared to last sem since all classes are only till 5pm. But it'll be 8am every morning which means more being-late-to-class are heading my way. Trying to fit more classes from mon till thurs so that fri would be having less classes which means a longer weekend. Classes are clashing though, gonna have to go through lots of hassle to fix that from previous experience.

Seems like it's gonna be a tough sem for me considering my commitment in Robocon n Rotaract. Also might be heading back home more often this sem. Not sure how i'm gonna cope, but i will. It's always like that, human are born to adapt to the environment. Not the other way round. So i will follow nature's cause.

On another note, Home seems a bit chaotic to me now due to the unforeseen changes. N i suddenly lost my room, how nice would that be. However, considering what you guys are facing back home, i'm not gonna sulk on my petty problem like this. N really hope everyone will be able to pull through this time ok? Mom, stay strong ok? Take gud care of dad. N sis u take gud care of them both ok? Please let me know n keep me updated, don't wanna be left out k.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Turning 20

Okay.. u noe wut? It struck me that i'm gonna turn 20 this year.

N that sucks.

Time oh time.. could u slow down a little pls??

I haven get enough of my "teens"..

OneRepublic-Come Home

So finally play time's over. N i'm back here.

It was a long journey back here today, since most of the highway is under construction, from 3 lanes it became one single lane for all. Sleepy drive the whole way back.

If there's something i wish i can hv rite now, it's gonna be home. Yeah, only here for a couple of hours n i feel like driving home already. Kinda dumb eh.

Everything's back to normal again. Repetitive routine n mundane life all over again. It's not like there's gonna be a surprise for u anyday soon here. Everything is just so in order n so expected.

Gaah.. Tht's just life..

N i hope by now, the song is already playing in the background. Love the melody much. Somehow sad n sweet. Emo n lovely.

Something i call bittersweet..

Friday, January 18, 2008

Addicted addicted

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Would you?



Take care of yourself for me, would you??

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Not gonna reason things out anymore

Please don't make me think. I don't want to cuz it'll eventually suffocate me to death.

I just wanna believe. Tell me what to believe n i will. I promise.

I don't wanna doubt a word u say. Cuz i'll hurt more than u do when that happens.

Just wanna do things that make myself happy, n tht includes seeing u happy.

Complicated situations need to be simplified. Tell me u want me to stay, n i would.

Tell me to leave n i'll understand.

Monday, January 14, 2008

3 days grace

I wish i noe

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Fuck

Okay.. this is so fucked up..

I gotta go home n sulk on this. wakaka..

Felt lethargic whole day. So went for gym. Gym closed. So jogged. Jogged for bout 2 km plus i guess.

Rcon hard to manage, feeling like quitting, but i can't. Cause the papers teach me that a leader can't quit unless he fuck someone up n get caught on cameras. I didn't. So i'm still here struggling.

Where's the head who's supposed to handle all this? Back in sudan eh? Great. So now i'm gonna take a break too. God teaches me to love myself and enjoy the life he gave me. So here i am doing what he taught me to. REST!!

There's a limit to how much a person can endure. N i ain't gonna make myself do things i dun want to. Yeah, just fuck things up n forget bout it. So what? Not like i'm gonna live forever.

Go go Chipmunks!!

Heard that christmas song from chipmunks?? Like them?? Here's more.. Sidekicks!!

1)Crank that(so so cute n funny)


2)Summer love


3)What goes around comes back around


4)Want more? Go to youtube n watch it for yourself!!

Trust

I wonder..

How many lies would it take to kill off a 100% trust from the beginning??

How many lies would it take for a person to realise it's all a lie??

wakaka... funny question rite??

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Ooo Benny Lava~~



N nipple nipple song!!


Help me.. I'll die laughing!!

Monday, January 07, 2008

Me n Cookie!!

This is my new fren Cookie!!

Cookie snuggling close to me!!Cookie found something interesting??
Little Cookie enjoying bonie

Tickle-tickle!! Ahaha...

Dancing with Cookie!!


Dogs are so so cute!!

Pretty

So again, i'll be heading back to my uni after a couple hours of sleep. Not like i'm not used to it yet, but it always get me all emo when it comes to a time like this.

Funny i actually "dissected" a musical box which is on my desk for many years now just to have a look at how the mechanism works. I thought i might be able to build one with the resources n facilities i can easily get now in labs. However, it's not as simple though, actually, it is the exact opposite, it's very complicated. I don't think i can build one easily after looking at each small parts n components that make up the whole mechanism to play some simple happy birthday tune. But somehow, i have a feeling that i'm gonna build one someday.

Musical box is pretty. Really pretty i would say. N i have this tendency of falling for pretty things. Hmm.. I guess everyone loves pretty things, pretty girls, pretty flowers n what not. It's just the way each of us define beauty which makes the difference.

Kay.. guess i just went off track. Back to my point, you just gotta admit that a musical box is p-r-e-t-t-y!! It's so simple, yet nice. A little wooden box which when u open the lid, a little balerina figure can be seen dancing n turning in accordance to the flow of each consecutive notes which strings up to make perfect melody. It often brings back sweet memories which might put a smile on your lips as u watch the figure spin and dance gracefully in a small little world of her own.

It would be great if i can build one someday. Something to look forward to in year 2008. =)

Sunday, January 06, 2008

How did i fall in love with you

The Art of Lies

The greatest way to tell a lie is to simply LIE TRUTHFULLY. Confusing?

Literally, it means to lie to a person, but at the same time allowing that person to know that it's a lie, but yet accept your lie accordingly. If u can achieve this, then u have reach the ultimate level of lying that a liar can ever perform. Your victim will never come to you one day and tell u that he found out the truth bout your lie, cuz he already knew its a lie since the beginning. This is named as the complete lie, also known as the wholesome lie.

So if you ever wanna lie, pls lie truthfully!

Thursday, January 03, 2008

MYF WMCK

Every year end, youths from Wesley Methodist Church Kepong will organize a youth party. And at the end of the youth party, there'll be a youth group photo session.

I used to be part of our church youth some long long time ago. Not like i'm not part of our church youth now, just that i'm not that frequent there anymore.

Last time, weekend means church!! Saturday morning will be my drum lesson, taught by danny. Then we'll have worship practice followed by youth fellowship in the evening. N of cuz i attend church service every sunday after another round of worship practice in the morning.

Then about 3 years back, something happened, n we skipped church for some time. Then i came to study in some ulu place called tronoh. N thts all for my drum lesson, worship team, youth fellowship n all.

Looking back at our youth today, its so different from before. Many new faces, most of them graduated from sunday school and joined the youth now. Some of them who used to run around playing in the church after service, are now entering a new phase of life called youth. Also, you get a buy 1 free 1 deal when some of our youth bring their another half into MYF.

Remember bout the picture i mentioned earlier on? Here's one for year 2007.


Somehow, I'm glad i was in the picture last year. I was there in 2007 with the bunch of youth i once belong to. N i made a promise with god this year, i'll try my very best to be a part of this fellowship n contribute in any way possible whenever i'm back.

It's my church. It's my youths.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Simply

Just wanna add another line to my archive, so i posted.....