Sunday, May 11, 2008

Another semester flew by

Gonna sit for my 1st final paper tmr. And it's weird i dun feel like i'm going for finals, maybe finals doesn't mean anything anymore. After all, we've been going in n out of finals for god knows how many billion times now. Just another test, another question paper, answer booklet which unfortunately will decide your grades. For a whole half year of studies, it only takes 3 hours for you to prove yourself. Crazy shit.

But yeah, i think i somehow got used to the system so much so that i actually don't feel a little stress or panic at all like how i would last few semesters. Not because i am well prepared, hell no, too many formulas and diagrams and charts to be memorized and yeah i suck in memorizing, so hell no, i'm not ready, but i just don't feel nothing. Not so sure myself whether this is a good sign or a really bad one though. It may go both ways i think. But i really think i am overly relax throughout this whole semester. Having fun and enjoying life like shit. Classes, assignments and reports became secondary. The amount of classes i skipped this semester probably doubled or tripled compared to last sem. But again, life is short, so enjoy it while you can.

So my study week is over and very soon my 3rd year here will be over too. N yeah i made it this week, didn't hit the club at all. Well not because i'm good, just that i'm really broke. Anyway, forget bout the clubs, a short summary of my study week would be starbucks, movies, snooker, mamak, and beers. N i really ate a lot, like 5 meals per day? Think it's the most i've eaten since i came to utp for 3 years now. Not sure why but i get hungry really quick lately even like 2 hours after dinner or lunch. So yeah, keep eating and eating and eating and watch my bank account depreciates.

I've watched: forbidden kingdom, iron man, the rock, martian child, the great debators, love lust, and a few more which i can't recollect its title. C..I suck when it comes to my memory.

Looking forward to finishing this bloody exam so i can go home and get some rest doing wut i want to without worrying bout assignments, reports, due dates like before. And yeah, work too. Looking forward to Germany, and really hope i don't screw my last three papers when i'm back.

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