It's WED!!

Just only realise that half of my break is gone...

Wondering what have i done in the pass few days, i couldn't think of anything. That's the problem you see, i couldn't remember myself doing anything contributing or productive at all. Promised myself to finish up my lab report. Also promised myself to study as to cover back the topics that i miss out as a consequence of "da gei" back in U. But as usual, i failed in doing all these as planned.

Worst of all, i just found out this morning that i even forgot to print the lab manual for my physics 3rd experiment. Wondering how am i going to finish up my report without that.

A friend of mine msged me today, got to know that she's been working hard on the ICIS assignment which i haven't even started at all. What a big contrast i thought.

If you come to think about it, the purpose of getting a laptop is to further assist me in my work and studies. However, it seems that things doesn't turn out that way. Starting from the 1st day of my 2nd sem, i've been using the laptop to : chat, watch movies, blog, dota, CS, friendster etc(no porno though.hehe..)...
What have i been doing I wonder...

How i wish that someone can "pop-up" once in a while to slap me right in the face and remind me to study. But that will never happen. Irresponsible and ignorant am I. Trying so hard to get away with my responsibilities.

I've come this far afterall, and i will never afford to loose track of my studies just for the sake of enjoying. 5 years is all i need. 5 years of concentration and hardwork. I believe all this will pay and is worth all the hardships. For a better future, I'll strive!!