Oops..

My fren did this n put it on youtube. Since i'm in it, so i'm gonna promote it too. wahahaha..

Eye on Malaysia on Christmas night.

A pic of me n sis at home before going to titiwangsa where the huge ferris wheel is. It won't be there for long though, only till 31st of dec this year, so if u haven yet experience the ride, i would encourage u to do that asap.

The view there is really beatiful i would say. If you wanna take nice pictures of it, remember to bring along a tripod(which i did not n regretted later).


This below is us before the ride.

N these are some pictures taken during the ride. I expected to get nice sky views of KL n more, but it turned out to be a let down i would say. However, I think it's more of an experience though. So i would still encourage everyone to go. Remember, it's only till end of this year. So be quick!!
Some close ups..
This is me.. Kinda blur though.. which is why the tripod is needed..
N more..

Still not convincing enough? Then this might motivate you... hehe..

Not to forget this pic!! My sis "blek-ing"!! wahahaha..

That's it?

N so christmas is over.. Just like that.. yeap.. just like that...

And i'll be heading back to uni later in the noon. Perhaps den i'll blog more, since there's nothing much to do at night after working in the day. Or perhaps we'll opt to work at night, but still i'll be able to blog in the day when i'm less emo n less inspired. wahahaha... Lets c which one would it be.

So friends, those whom i've met during the break, keep in touch n take care yah! Will be looking forward to c u peeps again the next time i'm back. N all others which i didn't get to meet this time, please be aware cuz i'll hunt u down the next time. Wahahahah.. Just kidding la, but friends, i would like to apologise that we didn't hang out like we're supposed to be after all for whatever the reason being. Namely, to Irene, Julie(Happy birthday btw), LT, Ken and Lek(hope i didn't left out anyone else), i apologize for FFK-ing.

Thx 2 all of you for all the christmas wishings mainly in the form of sms. I noe i didn't reply some of your msges, but pls don't feel otherwise, i didn't do that on purpose. Left out some since it's a bit chaotic at my part when i received some of your sms-es, either i'm singing in church, or driving, or trying to talk on the phone and drive at the same time. wahahaha.. So pls don't curse me k peeps. hehe..

K la.. Finish apologizing d.. Gonna go to bed now. Gosh, it's already 430am, n i still have to drive tmr.

Btw, godfather=nahuf=fuhan=anub, they are all the same person if any of you are wondering. hehe.. gg nahuf..

Chained

"She doesn't give a damn about it anyway. You don't have to do this to yourself. It's not you!"

It's weird people whom u hardly meet a few times round the year turns out to know and understand so much about you that it sometimes freak you out.

Things which I’ve kept deep inside for such a long time, I’m finally able to release them out. It's been so many years now that i almost forget everything i used to remember. Every word spoken, every line typed, they leave a mark inside me that i surprised myself as i blurted them out so casually without even a need to recall.

N i thought they don't matter anymore. Only to find out that it's a lie i whisper to myself every time. But the truth remains, i can't get over it. Unresolved issues, they haunt me like a ghost in my head. But there's nothing i can do. Only to hide and run in circles. There are things i wish i did but i didn't do. And there are things I’ve done which i wish i hadn’t.

Every self destructing action of yours become i burden i have to carry. A guilt i need to bear. There exist a bond which inflicts all your pain and sufferings on me mysteriously. When there's no one to judge but only us, with no hearing session at all, no punishment will be made. Only a life sentence i have to carry along in silence.

Until the day u set me free i will be bound. And so i pray. And again i pray. Without knowing exactly who should i pray for, is it for me or you?

Blue Valentino??

Wow!!

If that works, the gal must be a down syndrome kid!!

Of cuz, not forgetting that whoever does that is ALREADY one hell of a down syndrome.

Trinity in human

Sometimes...

Just sometimes..

I don't really know what on earth am i thinking about. I don't know what i want. Don't know what am i doing. Or what am i hoping for.

It seems that what your brain is telling you can be totally opposite of what ur heart wants n vice versa. N what both ur heart n brain think can also be completely different from the actions u r actually performing sometimes.

N so.. sometimes i get so confuse and mess up because i dun really know which is actually "ME" talking anymore. Am i the brain? Heart? Or the body? Or maybe we should just sum them all up n call it SOUL?? But then again, how can 1 single soul, have so many different stands in any one simple situation for that matter? How can "I" possibly know what "MY" desires are ultimately?

Fuck.. i'm so screwed..

Nidji - Hapus Aku

Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku

Emo..

Emo'ing

I'm emo emo emo emo!!!!!!

Back to my emo self again.

I'm emo.....

Genesis 1:1

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.

Everything was good until we sin and sin separate us from God.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

In the beginning, everything was good, until i drifted away. Further and further each time.

But God never abandon me, He is always around to take care of me, to provide shelter, provisions and refuge. God is always right beside me, everytime i falter. He's always there to give me strength, hope and assurance.

It's been a long while, since i last heard from Him that clearly again. But tonight, i finally get to hear Him speak again. N He's speaking directly to me. The voice which i was unable to hear before seems crystal clear.

"In the beginning.."

God knows me well. Three words is all i need. He's calling me to come home. To where i started. To where i belong.

To the beginning..

Runts!!

Dentist:
A profession whom duty is to torture others and yet get paid.

Braces:
A torture tool which was invented by a grand master torturer about 2 decades ago.

Aaaargh......

Pain.........

Lalala~~

Got my braces on today....

feel like crying.....

sigh....

Cineleisure

That day i went to Cineleisure for movie with sis. Then there's this KL International Film Festival there, n so we went around the booth n we found this man...

If u haven't notice yet, its not a real person... wonder how they make it so real.. I even walk closer to speculate the man, n still it look so so so real to me..

N this....
Not sure what is it about, but it sure seems like thai version of brokeback mountain to me... hehe..

N lastly, a pic of myself having early dinner b4 the movie..
Ohya, i watched enchanted.. Highly recommended!! Reminds me of my childhood disney cartoons.. lol...

Sunway Pyramid

act cute!! but kinda blur..

Me n Christmas treesssss...

Having dinner in waffleworld!!

Den i forget where's my car when i wanna go back. luckily i found it.. n so pointing at the big label which i did not remember b4..