Things I Regret

It hurts, you’ll not see it
Inside, I’m not healing
It looks, I am happy
But I’m drowning in so much pain

You may see me
Everyday with a smile
But it’s that one thing
I always long forever

I don’t want to let it show
That I’m living in my past to know
There are things I shouldn’t have done before
Things I could not turn back no more

It seems, I am hopeless
I’m not I’m just depressed
I know, I should feel lucky
At least all I need is myself

If I could go back
To my past
I will change everything
Everything I’ve done
That I never knew,
That I never knew
I’ll regret now..

Things I regret now..