What am i thiking??

Ashamed i am. After what happened today, i realise how little trust i have in others. Even after all these years, all these trust, how can i still think of you this way?? All those silly thoughts. Wonder what will happen if u ever found out the truth. How childish i am.

I am blessed to have you. And for this, i promise i'll never mistrust you anymore. No more tricks. No more manipulative thoughts. No more. Ever and ever.

Sorry..