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Due to some commotion, this post has been edited. And i hereby officially apologise for all improper/sensitive/impolite issues being discussed b4. Here's a second version which might give you people something to laugh at, and forget about what i said b4. FORGET...FORGET...FORGET...

Boring.. When will i be able to be back in KL n go 1U c pretty chicks again? Really miss the time when i was working there, can c pretty chicks daily. And chat with pretty customers(chicks of course!!) who come into my VOIR shop. Let people 'liu' n 'liu' people. haha.. Like damn ham sap like that.

Actually what i meant is that life here is really monotonous. Everyday go class then come back do assignment, study and dota. if got some extra time somemore, will go Squash or Basketball. Nothing else.. Last time during Highskul, lots of muimuizhai to kao n to be kao-ed. But now muimuizhai also dunno go where kao didizhai already. Plus my age now c those act-cute-but-not-cute muimuizhai also wanna puke, so no more muimuizhai for me d.

Lets talk bout during working. Remember 3 shops away from the shop i'm working in, got lotsa lengluis working. And we had our breaktime together. Shopped together and stuff. They made ice-cream for me as well. But of cuz, can c that they're those bad-bad-flirtatious-spend-boyfriend-money type of girl. And for some reason they're interested in the not-that-good-looking-lan-ci-act-cool-but-not-cool type of guys like me. Maybe they're just bored with the bad boys and decided to change their taste for a bit and coincidentally i passed by and they saw me and they decided to flirt around a bit with me. (Gasp for air) However, my point is, i do enjoy hanging out with different people or more accurately said-different girls.

But look at me now. Damn. When i look around me, i can only c two types of guys. 1st is the god-like seniors. 2nd type is the dun-nid-act-cool-already-cool juniors. I wonder. Actually there's a third type of guys, which is my coursemates, they are the-handsome-cute-cool-talented-wuteva-good-things-you-can-think-of type of guys.

I need motivation!! Give me a reason to wake up early in the morning, so that i can dress up nicely because there's someone i would like to impress today. But sad to say, that's not the case, i wake up everyday noticing that no matter how i dress, i'll still be as ugly as ever. Nothing like "dreamguy","Chun guy". I started using these few terms since i came to UTP to praised the guys around me.(Think i'm gonna be bashed up by my mom tomorrow.)

Maybe i should ask dad what's the anti-depression pills he took last time, so i can ask for some from the lousy-and-ineffective UTP clinic myself.

With this, i plead to the panel of interviewers during EDUCAMP, please screen off leng chais from entering UTP anymore!! And i don't even understand why i can come into this uni with such ugly face, and i'm into serious depression. Something has to be done ASAP!!

Rubbish!!

Since the aunty-cleaner only comes on weekdays. Our guys hostel is in extremely bad condition during the weekends, especially on sunday nites.

Not to mention the toilet yet(i might post bout that later), just the bin outside my room is horrible. Since Sam do all the tapao business, many of my chinese friends eat in my room and conveniently throw their wuteva-wastage outside my room. So here's a few pictures for you guys to enjoy..





On a side note, the still-in-foundation sarawakian guy just came back from his midterm break(undergrad n foundation break is different by a week) on saturday. So as an unwillingly-welcoming-note for him, here's a pic to share again.



Welcome back!!

1 litre of tears..

Juz as i thought that i've finished all the sad sad movies. I downloaded another jap drama from DC++. It's called <1 Litre of Tears>. It's actually a true story which is written in a form of diary. This diary has sold 18,000,000 copies so far and touches many people around the world(mostly in Japan i think, haha).

15-year-old Ikeuchi Aya was an ordinary girl, the daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop, and a soon-to-be high schooler. However, odd things have been happening to Aya lately. She has been falling down often and walks strange. Her mother, Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on?


This drama is by far the most touching one i've ever watched. For those who often go for movie with me should know that i hardly ever cry for movies, but this time, tears just can't stop rolling down throughout this 11 episodes of heart-touching drama. And there's one part where i actually have to stand up and stop myself cuz it's getting so sad that i couldn't stand it. Damn. Didn't know i can get so emo with a movie.

Another must-watch for those who like dramas which potrays real life incidents. Watching this 11 episodes, i can certainly feel the love of Aya's family and friends swarming through the atmosphere. And the courage Aya shown struggling through this 10 years of illness surely made me re-evaluate my own life and purpose of living.

And another reason that makes this drama a must-watch for guys is because it features a really pretty-n-kawaii-type chick--->Erika Sawajiri!!!

Ps: Sammy, when i'm back, will give you this drama, u sure cry gao gao watching it. very touching!!

Ps:To all currently in UTP, anyone of you have the soundtrack for this drama? I like the one they always play when the guy n gal talks. A bit like Jap-style Lifehouse. haha.. Very nice.. Pls give me a copy if u happen to have k? Thanks in advance.

My Sassy Girl!!

Just watched another korean movie-My Sassy Girl（我的野蛮女友）. I noe it's a bit late n outdated now, well, i never watch any of these dramas at home ma. So bare with me la.



It came in two parts, 1 n 2. At 1st when i watch the 1st part, it seems so silly n dumb n i tot it's another stupid-act-funny-but-not-funny type of movie. However when i go to the 2nd part, everything seems so damn freaking romantic n touching suddenly. Felt touched.

The movie is damn hillarious i would say n to certain extend it's touching too. It's about this guy(Gyeon-woo) who met this Girl when she's heart-broken n all. N he wanted to cheer her up only to find himself falling for her later. As the movie goes on, the Girl falls for Gyeon-woo too. But the thing is that this Girl still can't get over her ex n so she finally asked him to wait for her two years.

They each wrote a letter for the other person n kept it burried under a big tree n promised to meet again in two years time as to reveal the letters n decide whether to stay together forever, or separate for good. And i shall keep the ending a mystery. All i would say is that the ending is a magnificent twist. For those who've watched it, u should understand what i'm saying, and for those who haven't, please get yourself a copy n watch it already!!



As you can see in the above picture, the Girl is very demanding and authoritative. Always wanna be in control. In a cafe, she'll ask Gyeon-woo to order his drink. Gyeon-woo says coke. She'll then stare at him and say :"WANNA DIE? DRINK COFFEE!", then to the waiter :"Two coffe please(with a smile)". The Girl is horrible when she's drunk(even when she 1st met Gyeon-woo). Gyeon-woo ended up injail for a night because he carried her to a motel and people thought he's going for a rape. He actually went into jail twice for this same reason. Damn bad luck if it's to happen to me. haha..

My sassy girl is:

i)Creative n Imaginative




The Girl is a writer n she'll always write synopsis and ask Gyeon-woo to read it. She'll go: "Read it!! Or you're dead!!" and "You don't wanna read it? U sure??". It might not be the exact words, but it's surely the same meaning. And so the script will be acted out by this two person in a very funny way. The 1st part is what u c in the pic above:terminator girl. Another one is an olden sword fighting scene where the Girl will become a samurai like bounty hunter n Gyeon-woo will fight against her. Of course, the Girl always win!! Haha..

ii)Funny n Cool



There are too many funny and hillarious scenes to be include in this post, but the one i like to mention here is the school-uniform-show-id part. This Girl demanded Gyeon-woo to wear a secondary school uniform on their 100th day anniversary. I was wondering why at first. Until i see the scene shown in the pic!! Haha.. Damn funny la. Both of them storm into a bar n then a night club holding their IDs showing to the guard with a damn LANSI face. haha.. funny.. n cool too. Imagine me and my friends doing that. That'll be the most hillarious n cool stuff to do in my life!!

And this part where they go for fencing and squash, haha.. the ball kept kena Gyeon-woo's head. Every single ball he'll miss and ended up having the ball landed on his face. The fencing also, always loose. What a looser. The way they act it damn damn hillarious..haha..

Then she'll wear heels n nicely take Gyeon-woo to a park on their 100th anniversary. But then half way whele resting on a bench, she'll complain that her feet hurts, and her solution?? Want a massage? NO,IT'S OK. INSTEAD, LETS EXCHANGE SHOE! How can a guy wear heels? IT'LL FIT!! But i can't.. YEAH? I SEE..(Girl stands up and leave.) Comon, i'll buy you some sneakers. FORGET IT!!(walking faster) Then wear mine, i'll carry yours. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WOMEN!!(leaving even faster) okay, let's exchange. REALLY?(stop and look back) HEHE..(Evilish grin)

iii)Romantic and Touching

This is on their 100th anniversary as well. The Girl ringed Gyeon-woo up a day b4 and asked Gyeon-woo how a prettiest girl would be, and he answered, a girl playing "Canon in D" on a piano is the prettiest. Then she demanded him to ask her the same ques and he did so. She answered:"Just bring a rose to my class(Girl school) and give it to me on our 100th anniversary."

And so Gyeon-woo was reluctant at 1st, because it'll be pretty embarassing for him to do so. So he wore a cap, sun-glasses n a mask to hide his face b4 going to c her in class. And when Gyeon-woo went into her class that day, still reluctantly, he found her on stage playing the song for him with everyone watching. Then he was touched and thus took off his mask and glasses and walk straight up to the stage adn gave her the rose. This part makes my bulu roma stand!!

Besides this, when the Girl's mom forced her to go for this blind date as to introduce a better guy for her. She called up Gyeon-woo and demanded him to be there as to ask his opinion whether the new guy is ok for her.

Then after three of them talked for a while, the Girl stood up to go to the bathroom, despite loving her so much and all Gyeon-woo took her to the side and told her this:
"Hey listen, I'm totally ok but you should be obedient to men, man likes something more feminine. And.. don't drink a lot. Some of the guys aim for girls intoxicated. And it's alright with me, but to the other guys, try to surrender just for once, not try to win.. good luck to you."

Then she went back to the table, Gyeon-woo already left, and the new guy said: "Gyeon-woo told me 10 rules to follow. I have good memory, so i'll recite them, 1st, don't ask her to be feminine. 2nd, don't let her drink over three glasses, she'll beat someone. In a cafe, drink coffee instead of coke or juice. If she hits you, act like it hurts. If it hurts, act like it doesn't. On your 100th day together, give her a rose during her class. She'll like it a lot. Make sure you learn fencing and squash. Also, be prepared to go to prison sometimes. If she says she'll kill you, don't take it lightly, you'll feel better. If her feet hurts, exchange shoes with her. Finally, she likes to write. Encourage her."

Walau.. The Girl immediately leave the cafe and look for the guy. And my bulu roma stands again!!

Of cuz, these brief posts will not justify the movie at all. It at most resembles 20% of the actual feeling n hillarious-ness of the movie. So again, ppl out there who haven't watch this, please make yourself available for 2 hours and watch this movie already!!

Another blow by DAVIDTAO!!

Just got hold of Davids new album 太美丽(Beautiful). Woah!! I mean WOAAAAAHHHH!!!

Since the call to share this passion here is too great for me to resist, i only manage to listen it once before posting, but overall, it's another unbelievable album!! Or mayb i'll change my mind after listening to it a few times? haha.. hope not..

And also, the reason i only get to listen to the rest of the album only once is because i'm too in love with the main hitz-太美丽(Beautiful) itself!! The lyrics and the song itself is magnificent!! I mean SUPERBLY MAGNIFICENT!! I've been listening to this particular song for more than an hour now and i'm still listening to it at this very moment!! Guess what, the counter from WMP says i've been playing it for 13 times already!!

ps: anyone who's reading this n is currently in utp, could u pls give me another copy of this album if u happen to have one? The one i hv now is a lil corrupted. sigh..

Tht's y kids, we should never purchase pirated products!!

雨

这几天的雨，
寒冷而漫长，
牵起了深埋的回忆。

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雨天，
有种淡淡的味道，
像妈妈淡淡的体香，
让我回想小时候。

那年的我，
小小的不懂事，
依着妈妈的怀里，
慢慢的睢着。

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雨天，
带有苦涩的味道，
也残留你的发香，
让我回想起你。

你抱着我，
吻着我在哭泣，
说离开了我，
我会好过一点。

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雨天，
混合着，
回忆，
不知所措的感触。

Wow!!

~CLICK on ME!!~

Hv a look at this, pics taken in UTP.

1st is the love bird who's found dead side by side on the handle of the stairs in new academic building.

then, the gathering of makcik's in library.

horrible sceneries..

ps: Aiting, sorry pinjam your post a while. i lazy wanna upload the pics. kaka.. or u can treat this as a promotion to your blog. haha...

Friends come n go, don't they?

Today is Mk's birthday.

Picked her up last nite to go out for a drink since i haven seen her for a long time. Charmain followed along as well. Wanted to take some pics with them both but too bad i forget my cam. How forgetful i can get these days..

A fruitful night to catch up with friends b4 i "yi lu xiang bei" again. N i'm glad she's happy to have her birthday celebrated in a slightly different way this year. With no cakes, no presents, no parties, no TE gang, but only the three of us with some drinks n chattings. N of cuz, lots of laughters.

As we were chatting about the gud old days when we're still in high school. I started wondering, how many of us frens can last long enough to c each other graduate, n mayb get married, or mayb hv children? sounds impossible isn't it?

Even now, the sense of belonging among TE gang seems to fade. Ppl closes to me also isn't that close anymore. When we sit down in mamaks, topic runs dry, n we start staring each other feeling uneasy. N even my phone doesn't beep that much anymore. Is this going to continue this way?

N each time i ask if u miss me, i'm actually wondering when will u say u dun. When will that be? seriously, when will that be?

End of hols..

Will be going back to campus on sat morning. Finally, my mid sem break is almost over.

Haven done much, besides finishing FUllHOUSE, Utopia, eat, spend time with parents and baby rou. din even get to c much of sis. She's pretty busy with her uni activities. Gonna miss her lots.

This time around, i'll be facing my finals again b4 i can rest for another 1 n a half months in mid november.

Having insomnia lately, i wonder.. Only 18, n i'm having this prob. mayb i'm not used to my bed at home anymore. that sounds pathetic to me. it's like having something u once lived with n now u can no longer feel comfortable with it anymore. how can this be happening.

Or perhaps i think too much lately? Been thinking pretty much this few months. Thinking what i will become in 3 years time, will i graduate with an honours? or perhaps i won't make it that far? thinking bout how life will be for me when i'm out working. I want to be a succesful person. that's what they taught me to be since i'm 5. or maybe younger. Tht's why people study so hard n work so hard each day. Just to be succesful.

Then what is being succesful? To many ppl, it means to be rich. To be famous maybe? Having higher social status? being able to brag around with their big houses n big cars perhaps?

For me, I want to have a nice n cozy room to begin with. With carpeted walls, a king size bed, a tv set, a com, complete with surrounding system. that's what i dreamt of since young. Weird dream huh? i never like my room. it's not carpeted, single bed, lousy window, broken door, dim fluorescent light, n the list goes on.. not liking it is one thing, but i really do appreciate what i have now. at least i hv MY room to begin with. rmb since young, many of my frens hv to share rooms with their siblings, i'm always proud to hv my own.

I don't need a big car, just a plain one will do.

I want a high paid job. According to what i learn n understand all these years, money may not be everything, but everything needs money. n the word succesful can never go without 'money'. i dun nid to be rich, but i dun wanna be poor either. so if i hv to choose one, i'll surely choose to be rich. simple logic isn't it. Bear in mind, we're living in a realistic world. not the fantasy world we c on Tvs.

I want a perfect family, but i noe that can never come true, cuz ppl use to say 'Nth is perfect'. So maybe i should rephrase. I want a good family. beautiful wife n wonderful kids.. haha.. [evilish grin] Tht's just plain hope though.

N ya, b4 that, i would like to do my parents a favor. Fulfill their dreams. There are things that they wish to do but couldn't due to circumstances, n i really hope that i can make things come true for them one day.

These are the things that i think of, dream of n wonder about these few months. Maybe it'll come true one day n i hope i'll be satisfied with myself then. If things do not turn out that way, i guess God has a bigger plan for me n i shud pray more often. haha..

So, i shall get some rest now..

Nites all..

Misery

Another night of me n me alone..

Hols seems to be relaxing but at the same time suffocating..

Days pass by without warnings while Nights go by slowly yet torturing..

I'm having insomnia lately..

Dreaming of you and you leaving...

Misery..