INTERVIEWERS READ THIS PLEASE!!!

Due to some commotion, this post has been edited. And i hereby officially apologise for all improper/sensitive/impolite issues being discussed b4. Here's a second version which might give you people something to laugh at, and forget about what i said b4. FORGET...FORGET...FORGET...

Boring.. When will i be able to be back in KL n go 1U c pretty chicks again? Really miss the time when i was working there, can c pretty chicks daily. And chat with pretty customers(chicks of course!!) who come into my VOIR shop. Let people 'liu' n 'liu' people. haha.. Like damn ham sap like that.

Actually what i meant is that life here is really monotonous. Everyday go class then come back do assignment, study and dota. if got some extra time somemore, will go Squash or Basketball. Nothing else.. Last time during Highskul, lots of muimuizhai to kao n to be kao-ed. But now muimuizhai also dunno go where kao didizhai already. Plus my age now c those act-cute-but-not-cute muimuizhai also wanna puke, so no more muimuizhai for me d.

Lets talk bout during working. Remember 3 shops away from the shop i'm working in, got lotsa lengluis working. And we had our breaktime together. Shopped together and stuff. They made ice-cream for me as well. But of cuz, can c that they're those bad-bad-flirtatious-spend-boyfriend-money type of girl. And for some reason they're interested in the not-that-good-looking-lan-ci-act-cool-but-not-cool type of guys like me. Maybe they're just bored with the bad boys and decided to change their taste for a bit and coincidentally i passed by and they saw me and they decided to flirt around a bit with me. (Gasp for air) However, my point is, i do enjoy hanging out with different people or more accurately said-different girls.

But look at me now. Damn. When i look around me, i can only c two types of guys. 1st is the god-like seniors. 2nd type is the dun-nid-act-cool-already-cool juniors. I wonder. Actually there's a third type of guys, which is my coursemates, they are the-handsome-cute-cool-talented-wuteva-good-things-you-can-think-of type of guys.

I need motivation!! Give me a reason to wake up early in the morning, so that i can dress up nicely because there's someone i would like to impress today. But sad to say, that's not the case, i wake up everyday noticing that no matter how i dress, i'll still be as ugly as ever. Nothing like "dreamguy","Chun guy". I started using these few terms since i came to UTP to praised the guys around me.(Think i'm gonna be bashed up by my mom tomorrow.)

Maybe i should ask dad what's the anti-depression pills he took last time, so i can ask for some from the lousy-and-ineffective UTP clinic myself.

With this, i plead to the panel of interviewers during EDUCAMP, please screen off leng chais from entering UTP anymore!! And i don't even understand why i can come into this uni with such ugly face, and i'm into serious depression. Something has to be done ASAP!!