Friday, November 24, 2006

Day1 of Break.

Actual plan b4 i went to bed last nite is to wake up at 830 this morning, then go for breakfast at a wantan mee restaurant near my house. However, when i finally got up today, the clock reads 1030pm. N for those who doesn't know, the wantan mee is a very popular one, which means only the early bird gets to eat, n 1030 is certainly not considered early here. So there goes my breakfast, however, sis is kind enough to offer me breakfast. Sandwich and milo she offered, i said nope. Then she tot for a while n asked:"Mango?" I nodded n she smiled. So, mango was what it turned out to be my breakfast today.

Then as i watched some crap movies on tv, time passed n it's around 12 now. Sis asked if i want anything for lunch. I said McD. She looked at me and offered:"McD? Or maybe you want pizza?" I smiled. Yes, i would prefer pizza over McD today. Lunch settled.

Around 2, after i had my lunch, i went straight back to bed. Slept the whole afternoon till 630pm. Kinda hibernated. Went to bath after that. And here comes the gross part, i realised i haven't brush teeth the whole morning. haha.. Funny. i actually forget about it. Don't worry mates, i don't forget brushing teeth that frequent!!

Had my dinner at one of the nice nice shop which serves edible food unlike UTP. Had an ice-blended lemonlime drink. Chill n nice. These are the things that UTP doesn't offer. So when i have the chance to get it, i'll make sure i do so.

On another note, Irene ajak to mamak tonite n said will confirm the timing with me. So i kinda waited for her call and rejected mom's supper offer. She messaged me at 1130pm saying that our mamak plan is cancelled. OH MY GOD!! I see the Nasi Lemak n Roti Canai flew away from me. N my favorite iced lemon tea too. Sweat.

So Irene, if u happen to read this, next mamak will be on u!!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Final day of examination!!

Alright. 3 more hours to the final paper - Circuit Theory. Then another 3 hours more, n i'll finally be free!!

Time flies, the day we walk out of SPM examination hall is still like yesterday, but now most of my friends are sitting for stpm examination currently and i'll finish my 1st sem of degree today.



Have been meditating on this book for the past 3-4 days. Came up with this Programming Code last few days:

if(strcpy(mybrain,textbook)==1 && fprintf(answerbooklet,"%s",mybrain)==1)
{fprintf(resultslip,"4.0");}
else
{fprintf(resultslip,"FAIL");}

so i hope it's not ELSE la..

anyway, to all EE students, gud luck in the final battle, and have an enjoyable holiday!!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

10 years from now...

Having moral paper tomorrow. But i'm kinda bored of studying. So i'm back here...

Just wondering.. in 10 years time...

Will i be like this??

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I hope not...

Ok.. Back to studies...

Social morality theory is a theory that attempts to relate moral standards, regulations of a society and the country's or universal law with ethical concept....

Sunday, November 12, 2006

I'm a Married Lady!!

Yesterday night when i was studying half way, i received a sms..


1st thought that came to my mind is a picture of someone standing on the rooftop of some apartment with a bottle of beer in his hand and a phone on the other. In great dissapointment in life, he sent out three msges to random recipients. If anyone of them replied the right answer, he will stay on this journey of life, otherwise, he'll appear as the headlines in newspapers tomorrow. So out of sympathy and a little bit of curiousity, i replied.


Then after about 3 minutes, i get this reply..


Sigh of relief.. And so i left my phone in the drawer as usual thought that that's the end of this ridiculous smses. Went out to my friends room to crap for a while. And when i came back to my room, i checked on my phone and it reads

"1 new message"

So i clicked on it and guess what? Here it goes...

I wonder...

I've seen so many different people in my life. So many different type of thinkings. And i often wonder how can people be so different in so many ways. God must be a real creative creator i guess. One of the topics i often ponder upon is love and coupling.


Since i've came to UTP, i've seen so many people coupled up even since 1st sem, and some made it till now, but most of them didn't. And those who broke up, found themselves a new partner soon enough to fall in love again. Things seems so easy for them.

I seriously wonder whether people coupled up for the fun of having a relationship or they really are in love with one another. But if you were to pick any couple and ask, why they are coupling up in the 1st place. They'll answer you--->LOVE,DUH~~ And they'll certainly give you the dumb looking face like they are actually re-evaluating your mentality for asking them such a simple question with a simple answer. So i assume all couples couple up because of LOVE.

But is this really love? Is love something so fragile and so insignificant that you are able to get into a relationship so easily and yet forget about the same person u "loved" once so quickly? It's not hard to find teenagers with more than 5 past relations in their 20 years or so of lifetime nowadays. Is this considered normal? Is this what it is supposed to be like for everyone?

For me, i am never used to committing myself in a relationship that easily. I always believe that a relationship only starts when both of you are really in love with one another and has gone through enough to prove that. Certainly not something that you "play-play" and throw away when you're done. Also, a friend of mine said this-"ganqing ke yi pei yang de" in mandarin. Which literally means, love can be nurtured through time. If you haven't get the meaning of this statement yet, let me make it straight for you. It means that, u can go to any night club or even shopping malls, see any hot chicks u like, walk up to them, flirt with them, bring them home and make them your girl. What about the love and feelings? Well, don't worry about that, it can be NURTURED SLOWLY THROUGH TIME!!! Impressing right?

However, back to me, i've been holding up and keeping this "sacred place" in my heart for the upcoming QUEEN which is yet to be identified. And with this thinking, i certainly wants the best candidate as my QUEEN. And so, i've unconsciously set a bar so high that i measure it with Ms Malaysia and still she's an inch shorter from the mark. And i guess that's why i'm still single today!! lol..



Not that i am desperate to get a girl or what not, it's just that seeing people making out and breaking up and making out AGAIN and breaking up AGAIN makes me wonder. Am i the one who's abnormal here or is it them? Why am i trying so hard to keep the "sacred place" as holy as it can be while others can even fit two in it at the same time? Should i be like them? or should they be like me?

Or maybe according to the theory of compromising, both "them" and i should blend our thoughts where we take half from each side and make them one. So now, the bar is much lower but at least the "sacred place" exist in their life too. Is this the way?

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Dooms day!!

2 more days to Finals. It was only a week ago when i told myself that i must really study during the study week. I must this, i must that. Well, that high spirit did accompany me for the 1st few days. When it reached the 3rd or 4th day of study week, i kinda get fed up with studying.

The nearer it gets to exam, the more reluctant i am to study. For the past few days, all i do is sleep late, wake up late, chat, gossip, or just simply lazing and walking around.

The week before study week, i actually started banning myself from all com games. Everyday, my roomie will be playing his newly installed games- Hitman, Fear, Battlefield2142, NeedForSpeed-MostWanted, Godfather just to name a few, and i'll be like forcing my eyes back to the books i displayed in front of me.


However, i finally gave up, took the battlefield installer dvd and there she goes, nicely installed in my laptop and can be easily accessed anytime i want to.


And talking bout sports game. Have been hyperactive lately. Went for basketball almost every alternate day. Even went jogging with Lenis just now. Crap. Went out around 530pm and jogged all the way to new V5, then spotted Fuhan sitting all by himself in the cafe. Went over, said hi to him, extorted money from him and happily bought a can of Pringles. Our jogging plan end up became an eating fest. Accompanied Fuhan and talked crap till Nancy came back. It was already 7 when we came back to our rooms. Anyway, back to my point... I wasn't studying!!

I mean what am i doing man.. It's study week, and people or even the gods are all cutting their eating time, sleeping time, talking time, shitting time perhaps just for the sake of squeezing another page of information from the textbook to their brains. And look at me.. Wasting whatever time that i have not studying but playing and relaxing.

Some of my friends will tell me that i don't need to study anymore, that i can answer even if i don't study.. But seriously i know, there are so many topics yet to be covered, so many past year papers staring at me, so many questions yet to be answered...

I know,

I'm doomed..

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

断了的弦

断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

我沉默你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说
哎哟我笑后
表情终于有点难过握着你的手
问你决定了再走

我突然释怀的笑笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉说会记住我的好
我也弯着我嘴角笑

你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶
属于地上的世界凋谢
断了的弦再弹一遍
我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边

Friday, November 03, 2006

Jia Min Blogged about me!!

Jia Min blogged about me in her recent post.

Erm.. maybe i didn't make myself clear enough. So i'll say this again. Ehehehemm... everybody~~~

JIA MIN BLOGGED ABOUT ME!!!!

She didn't just blogged about me. She praised me in her bloggie until i flew up to the sky and planned to stay there for the rest of my life. Luckily i miss my Rover so much that i came down to earth again to see him.

However, i'm curious what on earth have i done to make her blog about all these suddenly. I mean she usually tease me and say bad things bout me. Dunno why suddenly change d?

Anyway, i'm so PROUD~~ i "kena puji"!! Wah.. and u see the pic!! She says that i'm GOOD LOOKING~~~



wah.. fly~~