Back home since yesterday to collect my passport, skipped today's class for the sake of staying home for another day.
Was at DeCanters last night chilling though i was really tired. Had my interview in the morning, classes, labs, drove home and all. But how often am i home i thought, n so i went n ended up home bout 2 or 3 i couldn't really remember. But yeah the point is, i'm home.
I love hugs. It's much practical than any other form of soothing-ism. N it always work for me. Hugs which are sincere comes across from within almost instantly once the connection is made. Makes me feel home. N all the messages that you don't send out usually be it good or bad just come across so thoroughly when u hug. Can even tell how much a person care for you by merely a hug. N i love that. I love things crystal clear. Unhidden. I love truth.
Talking bout truth, it's only lived up by the ones who's life is perfect and protected like in fairytales. No one else can stay truthful when thrown out into this crazy world we're living in today. Everyone comes with both sides of good and bad, and often to survive in this bloody crazy environment we're living in today, we often do a lot of shits when no one is looking simply to cover our own ass. N sure enough, no one in the world would portray the bad side but rather, the better side of themselves will be massively broadcast over and over again.
Just to survive, u lie, compromise when you know you shouldn't, bend ur own beliefs and morals, all for the sake of surviving. Sometimes when u wander too far off, u'll eventually loose yourself. Loose your identity as u get too caught up with this insanity. Until u return to someone u can stand bare naked with n not feel ashamed, knowing that its safe to be yourself, and having the confidence that she knows you enough to understand and accept who u really are, that's when u get a glimpse of being home again. N after all the chaos, a warm hug n a smack from her will certainly be all too fucking gorgeous to drive u home safe n warm.
Home sweet home tonight.
*Gonna screw another 2 papers on monday.
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