Oops..

My fren did this n put it on youtube. Since i'm in it, so i'm gonna promote it too. wahahaha..

Eye on Malaysia on Christmas night.

A pic of me n sis at home before going to titiwangsa where the huge ferris wheel is. It won't be there for long though, only till 31st of dec this year, so if u haven yet experience the ride, i would encourage u to do that asap.

The view there is really beatiful i would say. If you wanna take nice pictures of it, remember to bring along a tripod(which i did not n regretted later).


This below is us before the ride.

N these are some pictures taken during the ride. I expected to get nice sky views of KL n more, but it turned out to be a let down i would say. However, I think it's more of an experience though. So i would still encourage everyone to go. Remember, it's only till end of this year. So be quick!!
Some close ups..
This is me.. Kinda blur though.. which is why the tripod is needed..
N more..

Still not convincing enough? Then this might motivate you... hehe..

Not to forget this pic!! My sis "blek-ing"!! wahahaha..

That's it?

N so christmas is over.. Just like that.. yeap.. just like that...

And i'll be heading back to uni later in the noon. Perhaps den i'll blog more, since there's nothing much to do at night after working in the day. Or perhaps we'll opt to work at night, but still i'll be able to blog in the day when i'm less emo n less inspired. wahahaha... Lets c which one would it be.

So friends, those whom i've met during the break, keep in touch n take care yah! Will be looking forward to c u peeps again the next time i'm back. N all others which i didn't get to meet this time, please be aware cuz i'll hunt u down the next time. Wahahahah.. Just kidding la, but friends, i would like to apologise that we didn't hang out like we're supposed to be after all for whatever the reason being. Namely, to Irene, Julie(Happy birthday btw), LT, Ken and Lek(hope i didn't left out anyone else), i apologize for FFK-ing.

Thx 2 all of you for all the christmas wishings mainly in the form of sms. I noe i didn't reply some of your msges, but pls don't feel otherwise, i didn't do that on purpose. Left out some since it's a bit chaotic at my part when i received some of your sms-es, either i'm singing in church, or driving, or trying to talk on the phone and drive at the same time. wahahaha.. So pls don't curse me k peeps. hehe..

K la.. Finish apologizing d.. Gonna go to bed now. Gosh, it's already 430am, n i still have to drive tmr.

Btw, godfather=nahuf=fuhan=anub, they are all the same person if any of you are wondering. hehe.. gg nahuf..

Chained

"She doesn't give a damn about it anyway. You don't have to do this to yourself. It's not you!"

It's weird people whom u hardly meet a few times round the year turns out to know and understand so much about you that it sometimes freak you out.

Things which I’ve kept deep inside for such a long time, I’m finally able to release them out. It's been so many years now that i almost forget everything i used to remember. Every word spoken, every line typed, they leave a mark inside me that i surprised myself as i blurted them out so casually without even a need to recall.

N i thought they don't matter anymore. Only to find out that it's a lie i whisper to myself every time. But the truth remains, i can't get over it. Unresolved issues, they haunt me like a ghost in my head. But there's nothing i can do. Only to hide and run in circles. There are things i wish i did but i didn't do. And there are things I’ve done which i wish i hadn’t.

Every self destructing action of yours become i burden i have to carry. A guilt i need to bear. There exist a bond which inflicts all your pain and sufferings on me mysteriously. When there's no one to judge but only us, with no hearing session at all, no punishment will be made. Only a life sentence i have to carry along in silence.

Until the day u set me free i will be bound. And so i pray. And again i pray. Without knowing exactly who should i pray for, is it for me or you?

Blue Valentino??

Wow!!

If that works, the gal must be a down syndrome kid!!

Of cuz, not forgetting that whoever does that is ALREADY one hell of a down syndrome.

Trinity in human

Sometimes...

Just sometimes..

I don't really know what on earth am i thinking about. I don't know what i want. Don't know what am i doing. Or what am i hoping for.

It seems that what your brain is telling you can be totally opposite of what ur heart wants n vice versa. N what both ur heart n brain think can also be completely different from the actions u r actually performing sometimes.

N so.. sometimes i get so confuse and mess up because i dun really know which is actually "ME" talking anymore. Am i the brain? Heart? Or the body? Or maybe we should just sum them all up n call it SOUL?? But then again, how can 1 single soul, have so many different stands in any one simple situation for that matter? How can "I" possibly know what "MY" desires are ultimately?

Fuck.. i'm so screwed..

Nidji - Hapus Aku

Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku

Emo..

Emo'ing

I'm emo emo emo emo!!!!!!

Back to my emo self again.

I'm emo.....

Genesis 1:1

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.

Everything was good until we sin and sin separate us from God.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

In the beginning, everything was good, until i drifted away. Further and further each time.

But God never abandon me, He is always around to take care of me, to provide shelter, provisions and refuge. God is always right beside me, everytime i falter. He's always there to give me strength, hope and assurance.

It's been a long while, since i last heard from Him that clearly again. But tonight, i finally get to hear Him speak again. N He's speaking directly to me. The voice which i was unable to hear before seems crystal clear.

"In the beginning.."

God knows me well. Three words is all i need. He's calling me to come home. To where i started. To where i belong.

To the beginning..

Runts!!

Dentist:
A profession whom duty is to torture others and yet get paid.

Braces:
A torture tool which was invented by a grand master torturer about 2 decades ago.

Aaaargh......

Pain.........

Lalala~~

Got my braces on today....

feel like crying.....

sigh....

Cineleisure

That day i went to Cineleisure for movie with sis. Then there's this KL International Film Festival there, n so we went around the booth n we found this man...

If u haven't notice yet, its not a real person... wonder how they make it so real.. I even walk closer to speculate the man, n still it look so so so real to me..

N this....
Not sure what is it about, but it sure seems like thai version of brokeback mountain to me... hehe..

N lastly, a pic of myself having early dinner b4 the movie..
Ohya, i watched enchanted.. Highly recommended!! Reminds me of my childhood disney cartoons.. lol...

Sunway Pyramid

act cute!! but kinda blur..

Me n Christmas treesssss...

Having dinner in waffleworld!!

Den i forget where's my car when i wanna go back. luckily i found it.. n so pointing at the big label which i did not remember b4..

Tagged by Shuyi

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

8 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
1) This is my 1st time replying a tag.
2) I own a barbie doll when i was a kid.
3) Doctor said i hv a full set of teeth, but i lost 4 today.
4) I was stupid enough to build an ants trap when i was 4 or 5.
5) I shit my pants in kindergarden.
6) Used to love britney during her 1st album.
7) I get emo easily at nite when i'm alone with my lappie n songs.
8) Always wish to turn back time n be a kid again.

Not gonna tag anyone since i think most of my frens did this long ago..

Bye bye gigi...

So i hv 4 of my teeth extracted today. feel like whacking people..

@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*((*&^%$#$%^&*(*%$#@#$%^&*

sigh...

A wait in sunway cafe..

And so i'm here sitting alone in the cafeteria of sunway college. oggling at girls.. wahahah...

actually just waiting for a friend of mine to finish class..

hmm.. lucky i bring along my lappie. So i hv my tvb dramas to watch.. a weird experience. waiting at the cafeteria of friend's college.

back to my series...

I'm going NUTS!!

It's hols for me.. finally. after a stressful semester.

N i'm going crazy. Din noe it's so hard. sigh.

AAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

I dunno wut's on my mind. Don't know wut i want to do with things. Don't even know where to start with.

I'm going crazy... wonder how much more can i endure..

NAHUF LIVE IN ACTION!!

A lot of people have been asking me who is that Nahuf guy who always spam my chat box..

Since i'm in a good mood today, i'm gonna reveal the truth. This is the 1st time we catch Mr.Nahuf on screen. LIVE in action with his favorite anime!! N a little gayishness. Wahahahhaa.. Here, i present to you the smart and handsome MR.NAHUF aka Fuhan aka Fr3ak aka Anub!!



Lalala~~

GG NAHUF!!

小明的故事-第二章

有些人问为什么突然间要说小明的故事呢？又或者为什么偏要说那个故事呢？看了以下的照片即可明白。

事隔多年，有一天，小明在大学里参加了个晚会。当晚，有两位美女不知何故，走向小明来要求合照。真的。小明还是第一次以两位见面。难得女生开口，小明也不好意思拒绝。

就这样，两位美女贴近，然后摆好pose。。再摆。。再摆了一些。。然后。。

咔嚓！！

就这样拍下了这张照。。。



如果你看完了，还不明白，就去跳楼吧！！

因为，小明实在不知该如何把话说得更清楚了。希望大家看了能开心地笑一笑。也希望能帮正考试的朋友们解压。

谢谢。

不想读书

今天还真的很累，考完试吃完饭回到来已经七点了。不想读书，想休息。结果就看戏打机。就这样。。。
哇！！11点了！！还很早啊！！可是眼睛已不听话了。只想躺上床，一觉到天亮。真的累了。真么办？

从前从前，有个小孩叫小明。那年的他，才只五岁（也许是六岁），不太记得了。那年幼稚园不知举办什么活动，就规定幼稚园每一班的学生都要上台表演。小明的班主任就选了舞蹈表演。是什么舞呢？是印度舞！！！

一个礼拜前就开始排练。小明也不知道印度舞是什么。就是学着老师的手脚摆动，然后望望四周围的同学，大家都一样认真的摇动着，胆子就大了些，摇动也多了些。就这样，表演当天，换上了印度装，加上红红的口红，就准备要表演了。偏偏，小明的妈妈出现了！！还带了一个相机。小明妈旁，还站着小妮（小明同班同学，蛮漂亮的）和她的妈妈。然后，小明妈就捉着小明的手，硬把他拉去小妮身旁。

“一二三！！”

咔嚓！！ 小明妈望了两个小娃娃一眼，脸露不满之意，摇了摇头。说道：“小妮，能不能蹲下一点，拍上身就好。哦。。再低一点。。哦，好了好了。就这样，来笑一个！一二三！！”

咔嚓！！！

原来，那年小明只有130公分，而小妮就比小明高了整整半个头。幸好那天化妆师把小明的脸画得红红的，没人发觉到小明已羞的脸都红透了。好一个小明妈，那晚的表演，小明也不敢再望小妮一眼。

十年后，小明中学补习班遇见了小妮，保持了联络。后来msnchat，才发现原来小妮也是没把这件事忘记。幸好，小明发育正常，终算比小妮高了一点。

2 down, 4 more to go

4 more papers left. 2 this week, 2 next.

I'm coming home!!!!!

逃避

说爱你前的那一句
模糊带过你听不清
也许是我刻意
是我缺少勇气

当初我把彩虹挂上去
却没想好最后这结局
没想好你哭时
这该如何停息

不想看你受委屈
难过却硬说开心
而我有心无力
一切因我而起

如果要说对不起
是否还会来得及
是否能把一切
抹去不再提起

窗外又下起了雨
一年一次的雨季
我停下了手中笔
结局依然是逃避

蒲公英的约定

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英　
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音　
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信　
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币　
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定　
那样清晰　打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行　
是你如今　唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心　
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧　
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定　
那样真心　
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清　
你是友情还是错过的爱情

西系细析

又是大考了，该读书的我还在这里对着电脑发呆。

读书闷得很。不读却不能。
我不是个天才，不是不读书也会明白。
我会累，会闷得发呆。
对着电脑，打了一堆白痴对白。
谁能了解我这心态。

雨天，会让人累，
累呢，会让人坦白。
坦白，是好是坏，
始终，说不开。

Go go T-Pain!!

1. Kiss Kiss - Chris Brown ft T-Pain
2. Cyclone - Baby Bash ft T-Pain
3. Bartender - T-Pain ft Akon
4. Buy You a Drank - T-Pain ft Young Joc
5. Good Life - Kanye west ft T-Pain
6. Shawty - Plies ft T-Pain

A random picture i took d other day.

Titanic III
You jump I jump!!

Random pick from my playlist

1. No one - Alicia Keys
2. Bubbly- Colbie Caillat
3. Tu amor - RBD
4. The great escape - Boys like Girls
5. Tonight i wanna cry - Keith urban
6. Bed - J. Holiday
7. Ayo Technology(she wants it)- JustinTimberlake+50 cents

My microprocessor alarm clock project

Busy week

24/Oct(wed) - Numerical Test2
25/Oct(thurs) - Dsd Lab Demo, Dsd Lab Report
26/Oct(fri) - Analogue Test2
29/Oct(mon) - Micop VIVA Project, Analogue VIVA Project
30/Oct(tues) - Signal & System Test2
31/Oct(wed) - Numerical Lab Test
2/Nov(fri) - Microp VIVA Report

Hairspray the movie

Went for movie with sis, wanna watch the 945pm show, but remainder 1st 2 rows, so we ended up with the next session which is 12.10am. Nice movie i would say. 1st time i did not despise seeing fat ass shaking for 2 hours. lol.. no offense.. pls do not shoot me. hehe.. pls dun leave a comment in the end asking me to check my ass 1st b4 judging others..

Anyway, since we're there at 9pm, show starts at 1210am, but the shop outlets close at 10pm, so we went to starbucks n kinda hang out for a while killing time. Sis took out her phone n started shooting my pics. here's one which she says anyone who sees this would wanna beat me up. And this, she says i'm acting friendly which is FAKE!!!!
Hmm.. well its up to how you wanna c it though.. i'm just me with a "qian bian" face. wahahahha..

Petronas in Petronas University

Think my uni is the only one with a petrol kiosk inside campus. And since its Universiti Teknologi Petronas, u can tell that it must be nothing other than a Petronas petrol station in it.
It might be one of the things our students brag about.
But the truth is, most of the time, it is not in operation. the last time i remember there's a notice on the cashier window that reads "minyak habis/tiada minyak(out of petrol)". this time around, it's something different again.



i wonder what would it be next time. Tiada air?
Harap maaf encik. Diesel dah keluar. Balik kol 10 nanti. Datang lagi ye!

Post 124

Went for haircut today. And washed my car. Ready to pick up girls now. wahahha..

Fun to be home again. Fun to c my buddies, hang out and so on. Guess this past few months is my longest stay in uni without a break. 1st thing my frens said to me both in msn and during meet ups was "where have u been?? tot u were dead!!"

well, thanks to utp for blocking instant messaging(mainly msn messenger). Though we now can access MSN thru wireless connection, and its quite stable most of the time, but to do so i'll hv to disable my lan connection which sometimes turn out to be very troublesome. Cause with wireless and without LAN simply means connected to the world but disconnected from UTP. and this is bad, cause i can't get files transfer from frens, cant dota or cs, elearning will be pretty slow, and so on.. peeps in utp will noe wut i mean. again, ..!.. to blocking msn!!

I mean, if u disconnect ur students from connecting with their peers outside uni, it's like building the great wall around china. Locked up and lags behind.

Oh and its my 124 post in blogger. A special number to me.

Party time again!!!!

And so my raya break starts.

Was so busy during the last month building robots for robocon. Then the day before rplay1, we should hv rehearsal. And so we happily arranged our robots and displayed 1st since we are the 1st group. But the thing is that after we displayed our robots' scoring and blocking mechanism, thats the end of the rehearsal. Reason? Simple, Cuz other than us, nobody else can get their robots to work as planned. So we went in for meeting with all group leaders. And the decision made was to cancel rplay1. God damn disappointed. So since rplay1 is officially canceled, our team won unofficially. And now we're moving on to rplay2. Will continue robot building in the following months after raya break. hope rplay2 will not be canceled again!

And peeps, i'm home!!!!!!!!! which means... CALL ME OUT YOU PEOPLE!!! COM'ON LETS HANG OUT!!!!!!

Jump and skip

Went for sports yesterday evening. Basketball as usual for most of the time, n then we played tennis for a very very short while. Think it's my 2nd time holding tennis racket now. Has been so long since i last went for sports. n it's really refreshing to sweat it all out.

I hv 2 classes every friday morning from 8-10 which is becoming harder n harder for me to make it these days. Last last week, i skipped the class from 8-9. Today i skipped both classes. Reason? Sleeeeeeeep....

I've been loosing track of my studies lately. I'm 30% busy, 30% occupied, n 40% lazy. Gonna hv a hard time catching up now. @@

Robocon

So, my team won the mini competition after a month of training session. N now we proceed to Rplay1. We need to program the automotive robots to grip pearls(white polystyrene blocks) and place it on islands(fixed wooden blocks on gamefield) to score and win.

The gamefield(my team mates checking on the programming softwares)
And this is me, programming the robot beside.

This below is my mechanism team members in the process of building a blocker robot to block opponent's scorer machine.

My car... N no, i din build this..=p Proton does..

lalala~~

This is my room, taken by my rummie(mine is on the right side). nth much, just kinda responding to my die hard blog fans. haha.. kidding kidding. really sorry i din take time to update my blog for such a long time now. n i'm really happy to c my friends not forgetting me although i almost forget bout life back home. bout friends n many other stuffs due to buziness with work. So.. from now on, will try to take more pics n post more aite!

to you peeps out there who asked when's my hols. it'll be on the 11th of october which is in 3 weeks time. so c ya then!!

n i actually went home last weekend to celebrate mommy's bday which is tmr(19th sep). only managed to stay home 4 a nite, n den leave the next day. kinda rush. so my apologies for those whom i din update bout my homecoming. N for those who asked me out tht nite itself, sorry i turned u people down, but now u noe the reason ya-mommy's surprise bday party(not sure if it can be counted as a party though)!

one of the very few pics taken tht nite.

Sleepy post

another 10 minutes will be numed lecture. yet i'm still in my room. zzz.

sleppy ler.. tonight sns assignment test. dun even noe wut is tht. sigh.

gotta run.. sleep in lecture later..

miss you people.. yes.. all of you who are reading this n missing me too.. i miss ya!!

Robocon Training

Sunday!!!! Yes.. its training time on sunday!!! N its gonna last for few consecutive sundays to come. Took some pics during last training session.


Senior members testimonials: "Welcome.. Be prepared to see your grades fall this semester!"

oh.. btw, those who don't know who's the guy acting goldfish there yet. its my rummie aka sam aka giler aka tapao guy aka car rental aka sohakyee aka godlike-gamer aka....

I will follow you into the dark

Pissed

wtf wtf wtf!! ^$#$#%%&*^*($$#$@%^$ %&^*&(*))(&^*%^%% ^&*%&$@%$#%$*^&*^ &^$^$#Q#%@$#&%&*^(&()*^%*^%^&%*&^*& %^$*&$^&%(* %^%$^ &%( & ^)*(&&_&(&%)($^&(%) *()* *^ &)*(% ^* (&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On my way back..

Kiddish me..

If only i could stomp my feet and shout and cry..

but the truth remains..

i hv to go..

leaving tmr..

i'll be fine..

Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

It's 4am

It's funny how life twist and turn like a roller coaster which overlap itself again and again in many different directions. Funny how we sometimes run into someone else's trail and stay there for sometime longer than we thought. Or sometimes we try to force our way into other's ride, and ended up with bruises and cuts. Funny how sometimes we also prefer to just ride side by side brushing against each other and enjoy the short but sparkling moments despite the truth that we'll never cross each others trail riding parallel like this.

Amazingly, we loose our directions so often but we never once fail to find our way back.

We always thought that we are the one steering our ride, but many times we prefer to just lay back and ride on wherever the trail is bringing us to. Until we reach a barricade where we can no longer go forward yet too late to turn back, we'll start blaming the trail itself. We'll sulk and do nothing about it. We'll wait and wait and wait for rescue which is not going to happen.

Some people just stuck there for the rest of their life. Some lucky ones, might have an opportunity to reach the end of the ride. Yet, not every ending is happy and fulfilling. More often than not, it's merely a not so happy ending.

Nah, i dun even noe wut i'm crapping about.. Sorry for wasting your time reading my weird thoughts..

Back from Sarawak

Back home for good. Enjoyed my sarawak trip. But lazy to blog bout it now. For pics can view from my frenster profile. Hope to upload more this few days. Will c how.

H.O.P.E.

Living on hope each day. It's hope that gives me life, yet it's the same hope which takes away life.

In various things we do daily, we are always hoping. Hoping for the better. Hoping for a chance. Hoping for help from God for some maybe. Hoping that tomorrow will be better.

We never stop hoping even when everything seems to fail us. What will be of us when we learn to not hope for anything one day? Will we be better off? Or worst?

I do think that hoping is for the weak. Cuz the strong don't hope, they plan. But that's never true. Cuz no matter how strong or smart u are, there are things that u just can't control. It'll ruin your plan eventually, no matter how perfect you think it is. So when this happens, we'll be back to hoping again. Does this cycle ever stop? And yeah, prison break is just another fantasy. It'll never happen in real life. Trust me.

That said, look what i've done yesterday.
N this is so wrong..

Nevertheless, keep hoping..

Easiest or Hardest?

Another sleepless nights it is. Was at another fren's place for mahjong till about 4 am and bunked there the whole night yesterday. So when i came home this morning, i headed straight to my bed and the next thing i know, it's 3pm.

Been doing this for almost two weeks now. Sleeping at 5am and waking up past noon. And so every night like this one tonight when i decided to go to bed earlier(by that i mean around 2 or 3am), i'll end up staring at the million dollar glow-in-the-dark stars i have on my ceiling for hours yet to find myself awake. Its really funny how sleeping can be one of the easiest thing to do and at the same time the hardest. And when your brain don't give way, it just wouldn't barge no matter how hard you try. Through experience, i actually come to realise that sleeping is the one thing that will cause your brain to function exactly the opposite way from how you expected it to work. Which means the harder you try to fall asleep, the longer you'll remain awake.

I learn that everyone have a certain time in a day where their brain habitually work itself extra hard. For some people its during a bath, for some its when they are doing their business in the toilet. Some when they are smoking, or it might be the other way round, where they actually start to smoke when they think and not think when they smoke. Anyhow, for me, it's when i sleep. At night. Pathetic. Cause that simply means i'll end up enduring a longer period of tossing and turning in my bed. Which also implies that i'll be working my brains out when its at the verge of breaking.

Ask me what i'll be thinking of and i'll probably give you a different answer everytime. Because that's how it is. Normally, you don't focus on something to think about, but it just pop up itself, and you'll continue thinking about it until something else takes over its place. Or until i fall asleep, eventually.

But there are also nights, when that "eventually" doesn't come. And tonight, is one of those nights..

My Sister's Keeper

It amazed me to see how effortless it seems for the author in describing the inner thoughts, emotions and feelings by just merely few lines or even few words. Moreover, this novel is written in a first person perspective from changing characters rotating as the chapters goes by. Not sure if there's a specific name for this sort of writing perspective, yet i find it really interesting as the author must have to put herself into a totally different person's shoe as she writes and this makes it all the more harder. Yet, she succeeded. And i salute her for that.

A no-regrets novel i would say. Sure you will love it.

无底的黑

好多年前
说好了
一辈子守在你身边
为何今天我竟反悔

你不停后退
害怕跌进无底的黑
你硬着嘴角
说你无所谓
我不相信
却也不想再追

而我们
只存在无底的黑
似个小偷
偷了不属于我们的世界
互相安慰
然后后悔

在众人面前
无法面对
没有未来
只好后退

如何能完美
这无底的黑

Love this one too

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bdv88mw-tQ

Another 3am post

Back to youtube this two days. Funny clips here n there.

then, found MVs which i used to like a lot last time.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpbKu1nF8Co

and this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmi0UbO7PZI

He's cute n she's pretty..

Streamyx

Finally done with all the setups and wiring. Finally i hv internet access in my room now.

Faster bring me to EASTCOAST too!!

Lately, for whatever the reason being, almost everyone is either going to// just went to//planning to go to ---> Redang//Tioman//Perhentian//LangTengah...

I mean why this sudden east coast fever?? The only reason i can think of is bcuz it's not monsoon season over there currently.

But still.. i would say "No other places to go meh??"

Don't know why am i feeling so agitated whenever my friends tell me they are going to east coast lately.

Maybe it's bcuz i didn't get to go? Jealous i think.. Feel left out.. hoho..

*wink*

Dinner with Dad

It means "The more the merrier!"

Always walk pass Itallianis when shopping, but never get to enter. Also, i used to work at VOIR just beside Itallianis for some time before this. Today, we finally dined inside.



It's me and Sis

Mom & Dad

N this is the lenglui waitress busy serving another table

Me again